IM SELLING MINERAL MAKEUP!

looking for the silver lining...

I lost my job today.

yes, there were lots of tears, a few screams, some pouts, and a whole lot of F BOMBS. And this was all in the car ride home.

Was I shocked? uh yeah. I guess you can call it a "forced resign" . Its a nice way of saying "either you leave voluntarily, or we'll kick your ass out with a security escort! :)) I really dont want to get into it too much, but I am a true believer that everything happens for a reason.


and for you noobs, yes a did have another job other than being shaggys assistant.

I got LEI'D in May on Maui....

and YOU missed out!

No joke... it was a awesome vacation for me and I'm so glad I went. Meeting Shaggy and Cookie and Aussie Rob was great and it was long over due.

My Apology

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for caring.

I'm sorry for crying.

I'm sorry for blaming.

I'm sorry for loving.

I'm sorry for what was said.

I'm sorry for what wasnt said at all.

I'm sorry for not being the person you want me to be.

I'm sorry for being your everything.

I'm sorry for being your nothing.

I'm sorry for the pain I caused you.

I'm sorry for the pain you caused me.

I'm sorry for trusting.

most of all...

I'm sorry for being sorry.

juicecaster fails.

For those of you that have a juicecaster account, I highly suggest that everyone emails them and deletes their account to show support and love for Ronee World Wide. They recently let him go and they basically used him to get members because of his popularity. Not only did they let him go, they deleted his juice account unknowingly to him.


Ronee has been a supporter and friend of Shaggylive.com for a while now, so I feel that we should support him by emailing support@juicecaster.com and deleting your juicecaster accounts. (if you have them)


btw... tell them why their site fails too. EPIC FAIL JUICECASTER! YOU SUCK AT LIFE!!!!!!


Well....its a blessing in disguise Ronee... on the bigger and better things!


this is B double E to the kay, running on forever laziness.

i have a new love.....

I didnt want to believe it. I didnt want to give in to the hype. I didnt want to be apart of the "cool kids".


I gave in.

I am now a macbook convert. DUN DUN DUNNNNNNNNN!


This thing is bad ass and it mos definately lives up to all the hype. YES! I AM ADMITTING TO IT! I was very skeptical and I was like, Im not going to dish out that sort of cash for a computer..... let me tell you... its worth it.

I'm still learning and there is still a lot of things i need to figure out but for the most part, i absolutely love it. I cant wait to do more with it. This laptop OWNS!



MACBOOK FTW!!!!

Too bad I couldnt get a pink one... that would kick more assery!

My blood fails.

So, I've never given blood before. I mean, I've had blood tests, but I've never donated a whole pint before. Shoot... is it a pint? Whatever... that bag. I've never donated a bag of blood before... omg this sounds gross... but I promise theres a point to this.

A few months ago, a friend of mine had past away from a rare form of cancer, so when I was asked to donate blood, I thought of course! Needles dont scare or bother me so I wasnt scared at all.

I go through the whole thing... paperworks, the embaressing questions about having sex and whatever. I thought to myself, wow, Im really immature, because I wanted to bust out laughing so hard, but, I to stay some what composed, so you will be happy to know that I didnt LOL. (but I did LOL in my head)

They start to prep me on the table... I'm laying there, squeezing this foamy ball thingy to get the blood flowing. The nurse lady checks for my veins , and btw, she said I had great veins! YAY! She cleansed the area of my left arm, told me it was gonna sting a bit, then, SHE STABBED MY ARM!!! Nah nah, just joking... she didnt. haha... sike your fuzz!!! She was extremely gentle and I hardly felt anything.


So, the blood was flowing. In my mind I'm thinking.... "omg, I could save someones life with my blood someday.... I'm so happy I'm doing this."

The procedure is almost done... she comes by and tells me "2 or 3 more mins" OMG YAY! Here I am..... BARI THE SUPER BLOOD DONOR!!! I'm like yessssss!


uh... bk.... pump your brakes.


She starts to look at my arm and goes.... "oh how come it stopped?" OMG WHAT STOPPED!!!!?????? She asks if she can reposition the needle. Still, not flowing. Then, another nurse lady comes by and says, "oh shes bruising already. you gotta stop"


OMG WTF!!!!!!

In a nutshell, my blood had to get discarded because I couldnt fill up that bag, because I guess it was beginning to clot and they couldnt take samples for tests to make sure its safe or whatever. I only needed like a minute more of blood filling to make that bag. GRRRRRRRR!

EPIC FAILURE!

I actually started to tear up a bit because I really wanted to donate. She said the next time I can donate was in May and they will try the other arm the next time.

I still cant believe my blood failed. That really sucked. Oh well.... I guess I theres always next time.


At least I got to eat some donuts. :)